Don’t know why I’m comfortable depending on a pipe
maybe it’s cause weed right now is covered by a massive hype
doctor told me my lungs are fine, blood is flowing well
but watch your esophagus no studies for that carousel
so I’m spinning round and round and I’ll let my life propel
into the next direction I go even if it means to hell
and I used to smoke with friends but time changes everything
and now I smoke alone, in my room just me and Mary Jane
I guess I cheef with others too but now it’s not the same
do it more for the high and sacrifice the self esteem
think I’m living for a sadness but not asking for your pity
just want you to know so that you can grasp this concept quickly
I despise this plant, love it too, this the only life I have
hope the best part hasn’t passed traveled faster than a flash
quarter through my life thinking should I kill a habit?
next minute realize it’s this thing that’s led me through this planet
but has it served its purpose and should I give it up
am I really dependent, do I really give a fuck?
I dunno I’m indecisive for my first time on this journey
truly dunno if I wanna keep on weeding till that gurney but

I know you had a plan
but life doesn’t work out how you think it can
that’s half the fun
but it’s also the reason for frustrations
I know you had a plan
but life doesn’t work out how you think it can
that’s half the fun
but it’s also the reason for frustrations

stumble out my walkway frantic
panicked and needed an exit
reckless with the wrong incentive
maniac, forget to mention
parties are a time suspension
self absorbed I need attention
but always the right intention
anyone here see inception
lets start up a referendum
s’perience a long momentum
read my thoughts, cannot stand them
understand my feelings better
lemme in, pass a beggar
either way I’ll have my metal
paper pushed through weed and pencil
not before that alley stencil
guess that I’m afraid that if I stop I’ll lose my voice
done it this way so long it’s like I don’t have a choice
say if you question yourself you might have a problem
what happens to a question when you’re broken like a condom?
gets twisted into something else, rationalize it to yourself
but nothing here is rational, just wanting to be practical
and I know that, you had a plan
and that’s the reason for your frustration.